ANNOYANCE.

I love how people seem to know what kind of a person I really am in such a negative matter that I should have a label to wear on a daily basis. Newsflash, YOU DON'T KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH TO JUDGE. I don't care how long I've known anyone. I know damn well enough that I have made plenty of mistakes, but so does every other human being. Maybe I have been two faced, a hypocrite, a bitch, whatever it is. I'd rather not have any more bullshitting comments from anyone because it's annoying as hell. If you have nothing good to say towards me, KEEP IT TO YOUR SELF FUCKERS. I know people have talked about me from the past or even now due to what I've done, but seriously...DROP IT. I'd take everything back from the first time I've hurt someone to losing friendships due to my actions. Life goes on, and I deal with the guilt on my own. Sure it bothers me here and there, but I still have to keep walking. I'd apologize for everything I've done to certain people, but what's the use if they don't care? I'm already feeling guilty enough that I've lost people just recently. I'm tired of holding back from doing what I'm suppose to be doing right now. I get way too negative more than I ever did. Call me EMO for all I care, because I know that I have been and it's not like I'm willing to commit suicide for the fuck of it. I'm smarter than you think. SHUT YOUR MOTHER EFFIN MOUTH and get the fuck away from me if you know what's good for you. I'm sick of letting others step over me as if I'm too vulnerable to fight back. I don't fight back because it's useless and I know it. I have no fucking animosity towards anyone, yet I keep getting such bullcrap out of nowhere either because of something I've said or whatever. I'm tired of getting angry because this makes me eventually become hostile due to the negativity I get. Luckily I know how to calm myself down from this crap. This is making me feel uncomfortable to even talk about it. I END IT HERE.

GOOD FUCKING DAY, ASSHOLES.