"Remember that wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure. You’ve got to find the treasure, so that everything you have learned along the way can make sense."
Ever had a moment where you wanted to wonder how everything works in life? Why is it that we have to experience karma or why do we go through the rain just to see the rainbow at the end? Or maybe why everything happens for a reason?
Things like this I always think about as every day comes and goes. We're suppose to enjoy every moment of the day because once we don't, the time we waste will never come back. But I also think for what's ahead. How will things turn out if we took this direction or another. I'm always doing the 'What If' questions to see any possible outcomes depending on the situation. I mean, imagine a life without thinking about all of this? We would be too naive to understand our surroundings and the things we go through. It's like walking through a path without a purpose as to why we're doing so. So I'm slowly learning how everything is and along the way I'll be able to build a full understanding than I ever have.
Nothing will turn out the same as you wish. I have mentioned that life is a box of surprises. You endure whatever comes to you whether you like it or not. I'm not the kind who expects things to be the way I want. If I fail at something, then that doesn't mean I'm a failure at life. Just shows I have to try harder to achieve that certain goal, even though at times I feel like a failure. I'm sure everyone thinks the same or at least some. It's not like I was expecting to be perfect anyway. So I sometimes like my imperfections because I'm not the only one with flaws. Although it would be great to be flawless these days. I like my life, but it could be better.
One thing I've been pondering about is love. I'm always curious how it works. I've only been through one real relationship, excluding the online relationship I had last year. But I realize, any form of a relationship still counts as one. So that would be two I guess. I've been asked for advice from certain people from time to time about their relationship problems or anything related to love. I try my hardest to give an answer that could possibly help them get through things knowing that I don't exactly have the experience as they do. When I was with my first boyfriend, yes I did say that I 'loved' him, but I think I only said it out of obligation. I wasn't sure if I was really IN LOVE with the guy. Everything back then was just an experience. I've gone through a few 'heartbreaks' which wasn't as severe as the ones I've heard from people who have been in long-term relationships.
I think the only reason why I was bitter about love for a while was that the right person hasn't entered my life yet nor has he ever noticed me if he's already in it. I like my personality and my looks are decent, but is that enough to say the guy I'm seeking for will ever look beyond what's displayed? Sometimes, being single has it's down side too. I'm happier when mingling around to get a taste of what each guy is like. I guess the thought of being on my own bothers me. Meh. I'll eventually have my chance one day...I hope.
This isn't even all of what I've been thinking about. I'll probably edit at a later time. That's enough for now. Til then, goodnight.
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