A few things I'd like to say about before I head to bed and prepare myself for two tests today.
Not a few things...more like 10. So this is not in any specific order.
1. I am somewhat sleep deprived and that's really not a good sign. I miss those days where I used to sleep so peacefully and not having a hard time to do so.
2. I haven't been eating as properly as I thought. It's not that I'm going on a diet or anything. Ever since school started, I knew that I wouldn't consume much simply because it's an on going habit that I know I should eventually stop. I was thinking of fasting, but I was advised no to take the idea.
3. I'm not liking Physics, not one bit and yet I'm challenging myself. I wonder how long this will take :/ God help me. I know I haven't worshiped in so long.
4. My stress level slowly elevates. It wasn't going to be easy so I knew it was coming. Also, I don't seem to go to mass at all. The only days I would go is either at the October fiesta or when there's really a huge gathering or even a funeral. I'm slowly fading from being a Catholic :/ I know I have not devoted myself to God as much as my mother does. I see her watching the Religion channel and I'm surfing the web and can hear the Priest speaking to the audience. The thought of not paying attention to God nor participating in these family gatherings has brought myself guilt.
5. I miss my best friend and I realized I haven't called her. I'm not planning to do so because I know how she's swamped with so many things going on. I might call her before I leave town this weekend.
6. Speaking of which, I'm going camping with YDAPP/KYCC members this weekend. I tried getting out of it, but freakin` Ernie got to me at the last minute with the guilt. So it looks like I'll be gone until sunday. I'll miss you guys.
7. My relationship with my parents should at least be better by now. I know it feels as though it's been the same since I can recall. I don't want to go on and get easily tempered by them. As much as I love my parents, they really are a pain at times.
8. I need to join extracurricular activities to keep myself occupied and make sure I'm on the right track. I have to stop procrastinating like a betch.
9. My current GPA isn't good at the moment and this is my last semester to raise it up. I mean, it's not horrible, yet I haven't reached to the GPA I've hoped for. So I hope I'll be able to perform academically well during this semester.
10. I really want to talk to Jeff right now, but since he has homework to do, I'd rather not intrude. Even if he says I can always talk to him, I feel as though there's a limit to it. I don't want to be a bother anyway. Funny and weird to say, but I'm going to miss talking to him this weekend. Sounds like I'm making this seem like it'll last for a while. I truly enjoy our all nighter talks <3 It always makes me smile each time. I'm going to miss that for the next 2-3 days. Oh well...there's always the next weekend. And now I'm such a poopy.
That's about it for now.
...And today marks the 7th anniversary since the 9/11 attack. It's really been such a long time. I'd like to say rest in peace to all those who lost their lives and those who fought for our country.
Not a few things...more like 10. So this is not in any specific order.
1. I am somewhat sleep deprived and that's really not a good sign. I miss those days where I used to sleep so peacefully and not having a hard time to do so.
2. I haven't been eating as properly as I thought. It's not that I'm going on a diet or anything. Ever since school started, I knew that I wouldn't consume much simply because it's an on going habit that I know I should eventually stop. I was thinking of fasting, but I was advised no to take the idea.
3. I'm not liking Physics, not one bit and yet I'm challenging myself. I wonder how long this will take :/ God help me. I know I haven't worshiped in so long.
4. My stress level slowly elevates. It wasn't going to be easy so I knew it was coming. Also, I don't seem to go to mass at all. The only days I would go is either at the October fiesta or when there's really a huge gathering or even a funeral. I'm slowly fading from being a Catholic :/ I know I have not devoted myself to God as much as my mother does. I see her watching the Religion channel and I'm surfing the web and can hear the Priest speaking to the audience. The thought of not paying attention to God nor participating in these family gatherings has brought myself guilt.
5. I miss my best friend and I realized I haven't called her. I'm not planning to do so because I know how she's swamped with so many things going on. I might call her before I leave town this weekend.
6. Speaking of which, I'm going camping with YDAPP/KYCC members this weekend. I tried getting out of it, but freakin` Ernie got to me at the last minute with the guilt. So it looks like I'll be gone until sunday. I'll miss you guys.
7. My relationship with my parents should at least be better by now. I know it feels as though it's been the same since I can recall. I don't want to go on and get easily tempered by them. As much as I love my parents, they really are a pain at times.
8. I need to join extracurricular activities to keep myself occupied and make sure I'm on the right track. I have to stop procrastinating like a betch.
9. My current GPA isn't good at the moment and this is my last semester to raise it up. I mean, it's not horrible, yet I haven't reached to the GPA I've hoped for. So I hope I'll be able to perform academically well during this semester.
10. I really want to talk to Jeff right now, but since he has homework to do, I'd rather not intrude. Even if he says I can always talk to him, I feel as though there's a limit to it. I don't want to be a bother anyway. Funny and weird to say, but I'm going to miss talking to him this weekend. Sounds like I'm making this seem like it'll last for a while. I truly enjoy our all nighter talks <3 It always makes me smile each time. I'm going to miss that for the next 2-3 days. Oh well...there's always the next weekend. And now I'm such a poopy.
That's about it for now.
...And today marks the 7th anniversary since the 9/11 attack. It's really been such a long time. I'd like to say rest in peace to all those who lost their lives and those who fought for our country.
have fun at your camping trip! -]
ReplyDeleteyou're coming back today! physics is a pain to me too, i hate it so much and I don't understand a thing.
ReplyDeleteFasting is definatley not a good idea. You should continue eating but just start eating healthier foods. Like maybe some fruit for a snack or something.
ReplyDeleteI think you'll do fine in school, its only the beginning so you have plenty of time to make up anything you messed up on in the first semester. Oh and Jeff says he misses you lol. Hope you're having fun camping! :]