I need answers.

Why am I having the same feeling for sometime now? I'm getting sick of sitting around and wonder if he still has feelings for me. I can't even talk to him like I used to. What honestly happened? Should I just talk to him despite of the awkwardness? Bleh...this is getting ridiculous. I'm suppose to be the bigger person and ask what's really going on. The thing is, I don't know how to start it off. I feel like a total dumbass right now. The more I keep doing this, the more I'm going to let myself suffer. I need to break the ice. I can't go on like this anymore. I don't know if he even cares about me or my feelings. My thoughts come back and forth, yet I have no answer to everything. All I'm relying on is my heart. My mind is always in doubt. He doesn't realize how much I've been feeling different. It seems as though nothing is wrong, when in reality there is. I hope I'm not too late...I just want to know if he still does...that's all I ask. I haven't even met the person, yet I feel he's been right beside me thus far. Lately, we've been distant from each other. I don't want to assume anything. I hate to stress myself out over things like this. School's one thing, but this one is another. If only I can just talk to him normally, it wouldn't be so hard. Oh well, we'll see I suppose...